HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

FUCK THE LEGAL SYSTEM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

we rock

although i kind of really wanted jail time - i had psyched myself up for it and was all sorts of ready for jail time but the bastards chickened out on me. oh well.

the final verdict?

205 dollars and five days of community service

not too bad. my rents fronted the money - so i owe them 565 - i can handle that. within a few weeks.

im down to owing whole foods 120 bucks - dont ask - the stupidest thing ever. well, if someone asks then i will tell, if not, then no telling.

so i owe a total of 685 beans to the world.

aye fuck the world.

i am convinced that the system has me on a red list of people to target with economic sanctions - parking tickets, traffic tickets, shoplifting fines and so on. or maybe it is not just me, maybe it is the system, maybe the system is designed to control those who dissent as i do, to keep us in check with such things as fines, tickets, addictions, rules, laws and so on...maybe the whole systems is designed to force us to work as hard as we can to just keep up, keep our heads above water, to struggle for every inch and hold ourselves just in line, right on the edge of everything not alive yet not dead, a zombie, for all useful purposes dead, pointless having no real thoughts or actions of your own.

its the acceptance of this system which props up its existance, if we all say NO, i will not be a part of this, i will not pay this obscene amount money to just live.

ok - and im leaving. ive established this - august 20th is the end.

tomorrow we rock the starbucks to put pressure on cintas in order to forward the UNITE Campaign against them.

it will be fun and free. i dont know. i kind of want to not do it and skip out and visit some friends in upstate ny area. or maybe sleep. dunno.

i was real tired round 6pm and did not hang out with van - makes me sad - i wanted to hang out with van real bad - and this weekend is real busy - i might not do the UNITE bus tomorrow, and do a paper instead.

hm. work - sleep - food - sex - passion.

fuck this time and place - ani