today has been quite the day of reading, talking, doing work - useless filthy work

david rovics is the man.

yeah - so all my classes were fucking whatever - i hate class with such a passion.

i went home - i cleaned the downstairs bathroom - talked with malcolm a bit - then packed up and headed out to try and get some work done for school - i tend to not go to libraries but do the normal consumer thing and go to a store with tables and purchase a drink and sit there and think and do some work and then get a refill and peruse the aisles trying to figure out how i can fit 10 bucks in my budget for this week - i held out - and spent 1.32 on coffee in my own mug - so i dont feel horrible about it - and i left some propaganda around the store - even more pathetic justification for me being in a barnes and noble. aye i know - sometimes it helps the work get done and its not often - no more than 4 times a semester. promise. i promise - honest.

the words today have just been real.

i read about 50 pages in Days of War, Nights of Love its hm odd - its theory but applicable to life - just a book but more - i dont know yet but ill tell more when im done.

i talked with my friend joe about sacrifice, living with out safety net and what he is afraid of and why and what we both can do to move past fear and fly above and beyond our safety nets - with out fear of falling.

im talking with katie right now about a million things - katie is a mystery to me - i dig her - has an amazing mind - asks questions that have an amazingly acute edge to them and i love talking with the kid - good talker but she is shy in person and oddly enough more solid via IM than in person - it seems she has some lingering physical issues as do i and they look to be hampering her in some ways. i dont know though - i think she is beautiful in this great shy, quiet, type of way. rubics cube and ive got about a side done. i see solid friend potential.

van has been sending semi - cryptic emails more regularly now and i love pouring over them and thinking about her while she was writing them and her thoughts as she reads what i write back with. i can not believe i am going to hawaii with her in the fall.

MINDFUCK