it is now 8:15 am on the east coast of these united states.


i do not feel united or rested. i feel tired and like human nature is dumb and worthless simply driving me crazy cause these old white male theorists fuckin speak of equality in everyother sentence but where is it ?


WHERE IS THE FUCKING EQUALITY WE ALL DESERVE?

there is no difference between me and the woman next to me - we are the same person just and you and she are. our lives carry no more and no less value. but some people amongst us carry grudges, hate, anger, a need to destroy those amongst us who are different.

im just angry at the fallacy of it all.

i want to sleep. i do not want to do this again tonight for fucking scheckner. oh man fuck my procrastination. fuck it fuck it fuck it. but this paper is turning out well and shoule be done around 2pm - fuckin swank. and then its cookie and ballooon time for the party! balloons are where its at.

i believe i am insane - yummy delicious.

love - equality

dont just fucking want it, make it happen.