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so ive got an interview tomorrow morning at 10am with SEIU Local 32BJ - Justice for Janitors (basically) its 1:04am now and all in all ive had a pretty swell day.

met with my mock supreme court trail partner this morning, went to chinese class - fell alseep alot - felt bad for the teacher - Nina - she's chinese and i think has not had to deal with a student who sleeps in class and does not do homework but will come for extra help and just to chit chat in chinese - im not fluent - but every little bit of practice helps.

had work - which is always crazy - i work at a local mom & pop coffee bar - as a barista - but it aint bad. the people are decent and get better when the others come home from school for the summer - claire is home this weekend, i should try to fit her in somewhere - she is a cool girl - but i guess not an ideal companion someone to shoot the shit with, chill with, laugh and so on...but there is hmm, how to phrase this in a not so negative manner, just is afraid - behind me a bit - a lot - still hooked on the physical - there is some potential but she needs to want it and she does not. a loss. whatever. maybe someday she'll come round. back to work - yeah it goes, the boss is the crazed jewish midget - but i love him - he's not actually a midget but he is short - and fun. its cool there is tension amongst the workers, mostly the crappy person to person jealousy greed bullshit - it happens but sometimes people who work two jobs and just dont care about anything but the money tend to fuck shit up. hopefully she will be gone in a while or ill be gone! yay.

then me and van ate at her fathers pizza place - spicy vegan pie all the way! yum yum delicious!! we then tripped off to my friend mike's show at a local vfw, which wasn't bad at all. we raised 16 bucks for our legal fund - why do i need a legal fund you ask? well - check out here
and i'll ad my own details about that little adventure in a future entry. it was well worth it and i would do it again in a second. the show was excellent, heard mike's band for the first time and they were rocking - no vocals, mix of bluegrass, rock, jam, and punk - good good good funky stuff. me and van then talked at her house for a while and i ended up back here.

im madly in love - with her with you and with the world.

when else would anyone want to be alive?