fuck


i am real angry
i was fine the day was fine and then my fucking brother takes the car i was going to drive this evening

its all fucking trivial i know this aye

fuck

i hate myself

fuck

i hate the fact that i care about these things. about trivial shit about what car i am driving - fuck the fact that i need to take care of some of my crap earlier and not leave it to the last second or till its overdue. like motor vehicle registration - this shit is total ass. i really detest some of my emotions i hate getting angry i hate jealousy i hate selfishness i hate hunger i hate addiction i hate the physical world but love its ease of access - aye fuck this -

i hate my hate.