its been 10 days now. we spoke for an hour on the phone. it felt amazing. human in touch and all that i wanted. talking to you today made everything better, kept the tears at bay, and brought the sunshine out. i look forward to tomorrow and everyday after that because i know you are still you and any changes that happen wont rip us apart.

even if they do.

i know that i love you. i know that i am ok with how life unfolds. for any tears or sadness, anger or grief that may appear it is how it is. french is your language, your saying is c'est la vie. such is life. indeed.