6:10am i will begin the 2nd job today. i told mike about nicaragua yesterday and that feb 15th would be about my last day at the melting pot. i did it right before he was about to offer me a management position. he likes me and that makes me feel very good. but i need to move on. for now. maybe ill come back for a few weeks here or there. but its not long term. i need the challenge and the space to grow my intellect, my ability, myself and not be limited by 120 seats, 5 pages of wine and 6 or 7 cheese fondues.

ah. sigh. it can be so hard to let it happen, trust life, and just be.