its 229am. glass number two of red wine. the end of beethoven's 9th is playing. and im remember our little adventures so clearly right now. so crazy. so beautiful. so intense. its such a shock that we are still alive. im just blown away by what we did.

im not upset at all. not even a little bit. it is a wonderful and good life. im warm, im happy, im trying as best i can to move forward with life. and not allowing the silly or the shallow to get me down.

swirl swirl swirl goes the wine glass. airating the wine. releasing all the flavors. as these emails continue to swirl my life around keep me thinking, keep me talking and keep me airating my own life.

im working at the melting pot still. its getting better. im getting better at it. so thats good. im saving cash. not thinking about the existing student loans and looking at doing more travelling sooner than later. nicaragua come february. ive been in close contact with a language program called the centro neuvo segovias - the website is here: www.centronuevasegovia.com

im also begining to work on some more fair trade projects with united students for fair trade. its crazed.

what are you doing? next steps? new plans? life in general? are you in missouri still?

my my my...the red red red wine has gone straight to my head head head. so now to bed bed bed.

peace. love. understanding.
demetrius