what to write? whats the reality? whats the vibe feeling and get down?

judging. seems to be the problem or at least the crux of it. stemming from judging: the way judgements are delivered and their nature.

yeah so i judge people. whatever. its part of what i do. its how i go about understanding people and things and experiences. ok, accepted. why do i judge? ive found two reasons. one, is that being tormented from 1st to 12th grade i had to deal with it somehow. one of the ways i dealt was by telling myself that i was better than all the other kids who tormented me. the other reason is that i remember my mother judging people when i was younger. I also remember telling her to stop. So, those are two reasons i identified today and im going to work to identify more.

yeah . blah

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