crazy dreams of kitchens, cooking, blenders, danielle & emma. and that feeling when you wake up of being jolted out of one reality and forced into another.

i think it was the dairy.

with my consumption of non-local dairy last night i feel like poo, mentally, for doing so. consumption of local dairy, the practices being more humane & personal, in addition to supporting local agriculture, is understandable. i dont plan to do so on a wide scale anytime soon but i can see why others would.

gift giving. seeing the gifts shared in last nights movie brought on tears with simultaneous thoughts of wanting to give gifts. gifts with meaning, emotion, and power. gifts that demonstrate a willingness on my part to sacrificeand share with others.