tonight was great. i dont even know what to say. its been a good solid year in the making, and this building crescendo is getting more itense with every step. more secrets open themselves up to us, and i smile at every turn. im just happy it is what it is, ya know? to summarize : i hung out with my friend katharine, baked cookies, watched part of kids, made out, laughed about it, made plans for the future, caught up with each other, its been a while since we saw each other. so nothing amazing, well it was amazing. infact probably just what i needed.

im happy.

how is life? life like. i leave for europe on the 19th, scratch hawaii - it went sour - why? dont know yet, ill tell you soon though. south africa was amazing, ive now seen things that were molllifying horrifying mesmerizing eye widening and mind blowing. montreal was home my family was all there my brothers sisters mothers fathers lovers friends companions everyone was their i knew each person and each person knew me. it was solidarity. live and in person. no prerecorded shit here. just amazing. check out thunderbay.indymedia.org for pictures, accounts, and details. kentucky sucked, crashed my da's car twice - 3k in damage im 1500 in the hole. whooptee shit. ill deal.

i leave for europe in a few days. community service sucks. the guy is crazy and his place is in fucking shambles. ive got to get up at 7am to flyer sbucks. sigh. the life of an activist. s'fucked up. i like wearing skirts, making out, and baking. and punk rock, tofu, soy milk, masturbating, writing, love, questions, talking, protesting, fighting for things, yelling at cops, chanting, reading, life, swimming, yoga, running, painting, and myself, and probably you as well. good night, im 20 and i still dont know who i am. but hey, it could be worse, right? right. with love - d