im not sure

so now its europe. the app for the program is almost done, and if i remembered html, i would make a link for y'all but i dont. so effin cut and paste you dorks.

http://www.emich.edu/abroad/ECHT2003/index.html

be jealous. im hoping for excellence and exploding minds each step of the way and if not then i have plenty of time to rest & relax with myself away from this. from this place, this jersey, this collection of people, this repeatition of control systems which we refuse to acknowledge.

ive been making out with a few people recently. both are good friends. im hesitant to pursue either for more, not any type of relationship now - aside from friendship - but pursue for more naked time. we will see? will we? i hope we will. both kayla and katharine - two k's - never noticed that before - are great. kayla trumphs katharine in thought provoking conversation yet katharine wins the funny sarcastic witty prize. so i like them both. but kayla is leaving on saturday for costa rica and then i leave for south africa, so i hope to see her both thursday night and friday night.

ack ack ack
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im still livid with vanessa and if i saw her i would probably get shaky and angry and be unable to talk for a few seconds. mostly i just want joey to get his book back and i hope that my rents can work some sort of deal with the airlines out to refund the tickets. argh. so fucked up, could of fucking told me before the money was spent. just so fucked up, this happens. and people move on. im just angry and emotional now, so its whats coming out yeah.

cleaning the motha fucking room - shitty shitty shitty.

but needed. man im really talking about some useless shit here.

so, to wrap this fucking crap up. anyone who wants to chill - better find me now! cause its booking up fast before south africa. d at bergenaction dot net.

love

the d