i guess im pretty happy when it all boils down.

im alive.

and im real simple - alive is good.

but i lie - cause it can be better than that and we all know it.

i guess. hm. i guess.

i saw lauren today - huge smile - made me real happy - i really miss hanging out with her.

the rain - the heat - the drive home with no pants on.

somethings make life worth living.

i do not want to swallow my pride - although i may do just that.