mind still exploding. im always in between these hate the world moods that strike me, in the middle of a little bit of grumptasticness or deliriously happy and smiley cause life is shining so brite on my little patch of life. but i can be a seriously grumpy fuck for no real reason. im moody, i shift, i degenerate into a 12 year old boy who hates everything or maybe loves everything irrationally. but is still an indecisive, non-communicative boy.
it just means that im scared. that i dont know what im doing and that im unsure about the future. that all this uncertainty and all this newness make me really fucking uncomfortable. i smile, i walk, and i try to let it all wash down around me while not being too affected. hard.
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"When the moon is in the second house & Jupiter aligns with mars---
it is the dawning of the age of Aquarius, the age of Aquarius, Aquarius...(lyrics from the musical Hair, 1st on B'way when
we were 13)
Well, On Valentines day this year;
Jupiter aligned with Mars & we as individuals & as a planetary family
officially moved into the dawning of a new age.
Jupiter=expansion, great possibilities personally & as a group---the effects??? the emotional ups & downs you refer to here.
Mars: how to handle anger--or rather an inability to mask anger any longer therefore it erupts
when ever it can---unless one
gets the assignment & consciously
works on anger release so it doesn't accidentally explode at the wrong people whether they are strangers or loved ones.
The past 2 weeks has been a very emotional moon phase, low tides, high tides--within ourselves, relationships & of course
the stock market.
So the waves you feel are both very personal & very universal.
WE ARE ALL FEELING THIS SHIFT.
One key to this passage is to remember that "love is letting go of fear" & that our every thought effects the whole.The real
economic, political, and spiritual
crisis es that are obviously going on every where & effecting every one are part of an initiation that in metaphysical circles is called
"The Dweller on the Threshold".
It is a testing period where we face our greatest fears.
The key to navigating the
white waters of Aquarius, and to passing this initiation in expanding our consciousness, thank you Jupiter, is to fully understand the power of our mind,
& our communal mind---one passes
or survives this testing period by understanding that the battle, the crisis is being waged in our minds.
"Thought" in the tarot deck is represented by the sword.
Part of the rock n' roll you feel is due to your personal contact with group mind, which can certainly overtake you if you forget that we too like all other animals have a group mind.
Keep your communications with your self and others as kind & as clear as possible.
Always do your white light meditations & energy shield,
especially now.
And teach Xanat.
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Finally a proper spelling, finally a picture, although I am not sure
the world needs to see you in your pink boxer shorts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Interesting that in the Age of Aquarius (emotional sensitivity will be high & include others)
& we will fully realize our group
relatedness & our organizations & bussiness & political actions will
have to include the whole. Heirarchies & caste systems of all kinds will fail, hypocrasy will be no longer able to hide...
So very interesting that this ecomomic mess is in fact forcing
group relationships & social resposibility & political & economic equality.
Some folks call it socialisim,
some folks call it enlightenment.
Thank you for being so sensitive to the work that needs to be done and the love that needs to be given inorder for us to all move into the new age together.
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