trying to get back into the one a day posting, or at least 5 times a week regular updates because I want to be writing more and this has always been a tool to encourage that. oh but all this newness, all this starting. there really feels like a limited amount of energy that ive got for starting new projects and this week already has a move in it and am already gonna try and walk/bike intentionally for a half hour a day starting tomorrow. garh. but, its ok cause there is always time as long as we keep moving and dont stall.

stalling.

drinking white wine, thats like stalling. i cant really believe that i am living right now, and right here. it seems surreal. like the only place ive ever lived is nj and the only home ill ever have is 158 deerhaven. i really think ive got to stop moving and settle cause the 3 month urge hits me so hard everytime that its really debillating as far as creating relationships, job security and savings accounts go. and i dont really worry about savings accounts, promise, but its there. its a silver thread, as my dad says and he's trying to cut while im trying not to plant them. but, my new place has windows. windows mean window boxes!

windowboxes should be called wonderboxes cause i can have flowers and herbs just outside my window. maybe even little veggies. who knows! buts its marvelous and yummy.

sigh, boxes.